Qing Ming Festival

Tomorrow we will be paying our respect to my paternal grandma and I was so looking forward to it as I really missed her a lot. BUT mum said pregnant women are not allow to go hence I am condemned. I still thought I can see my deceased grandma for the last time before flying off but I know she will understand and that I will always put her in my heart. 

What's wrong with me?! I'm becoming so emotional lately. Argh.. I do not like this at all. Really.